Your biggest hurdle is your mindset. Work with a coach to change that, and your (work)life will improve. You are telling yourself all these stories about why everything is so important and needs to happen right now. If you continue to do that, you’ll reach a point where your body will just shut off. It’s already giving you very clear warning signs, listen to those!
Hyderabad, India with man spitting and shitting on the streets in between the piles of dirt. Egypt, with long stretched fields full of garbage around El Gouna and Marsa Alam. In Java and Bali Indonesia the hygiene habits are less than desirable as well, like storing the fresh fish for the restaurant in the mandi-bassin in the toilet, a smashed cockroach plastered in the wall in a restaurant with ants marching around it, or children playing in the river with a man shitting in the river just a few meters upstream.