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Cake day: June 11th, 2023

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  • In the corridors of Voyager, a shadow stands, A soul entwined by fate’s own hands. From a flash of light, two lives were sewn, Into one, I stand alone.

    Oh, they wanna transport my heart in two, Split me apart, what can I do? Caught in a Starfleet riddle, Playing sorrow like a fiddle.

    Each step echoes with voices twined, Tuvok’s wisdom with Neelix’s kind. A single life from a broken beam, Living a nightmare, dressed as a dream.

    I am but a whisper of both their wills, A spectral dance of unforeseen ills. In their eyes, I see the pain, A heart divided, must I wane?

    The captain stands with a heavy choice, In her hands, the end of my voice. For the good of two, must one fade away? In the echoes of stars, hear my plea to stay.

    As I dissolve in the transporter’s glow, Remember the life that they forgo. A fleeting whisper in the cosmic sea, Tuvix lives on, let my spirit be free.




  • Diagnosed as ADHD but definitely have more going on.

    When I was a kid I would look down when walking. When I tried to do eye contact it was very difficult and I would feel overwhelmed and my eyes would even start watering up and I would get some other physiological symptoms like coughing or running nose.

    As an adult I have overcome this and I now am the opposite. I stare too much and I don’t look away. I bore right into peoples minds and even though I know it can be disconcerting for others, I do it anyway and I don’t really care. I’m not sure why I do this, but it might be part defense mechanism and part desire for connection and understanding.

    Most others soon realize that I don’t obey social cues and they feel uncomfortable and distance themselves. But that works for me since I am introverted and somewhat antisocial. People say I am “intense”.