I’m a city bus driver, and I found a bag of meth. Gotta say I was tempted. Take a week off work and have a little meth-cation. But it’s such a gnarly drug, not worth it. Shit just highjacks your brain. I hate to say Nancy Regan was right about anything, but just say no to that shit.
But I did get to walk into the supervisors office and shake a bag of meth and loudly ask if he was a “cool” supervisor, and if he wanted to party. Not everyday you can flaunt a bag of hard drugs in the work place. Was a fun day.
the thing with long term depression, no amount of consequences seem real compared to the promise of feeling any positive emotions for a few minutes.
the main reason I didn’t try it is because I fear all the consequences and also I fear that I won’t feel anything good from it. tried other drugs like weed and shrooms and they are all disappointingly meh, I think my brain might be immune to some drugs. tried a dose higher than a hero dose and all it did is keep me awake with no other effects. it was annoying.
Well I don’t know how to fix long term depression, but meth definitely isn’t it! And your brain is not immune to drugs, it just may take sometime for it to realize how much it likes it. You are absolutely as suseptiable as any other homosapien to drugs.
The best advice I can give is diet and exercise. Probably won’t fix all your problems but it’ll give you the best grounding.
Took like twice a hero dose and it did ziltch, after a year of stopping antidepressants (weren’t working anyways) because the are known to stop shrooms from working. I also need like really high doses of weed to feel a dose, smoking doesn’t help me as my liver cleans it faster than I can smoke.
I’m only alive because I have a superhuman liver, I tried leaving this world a few times by OD (blood pressure meds+alcohol, OD on antidepressants…) no effect whatsoever, had to wake up next day and attend meetings like noting happened.
nothing is more surreal than attending a zoom meeting right after trying to leave the planet.
I’m a city bus driver, and I found a bag of meth. Gotta say I was tempted. Take a week off work and have a little meth-cation. But it’s such a gnarly drug, not worth it. Shit just highjacks your brain. I hate to say Nancy Regan was right about anything, but just say no to that shit.
But I did get to walk into the supervisors office and shake a bag of meth and loudly ask if he was a “cool” supervisor, and if he wanted to party. Not everyday you can flaunt a bag of hard drugs in the work place. Was a fun day.
the thing with long term depression, no amount of consequences seem real compared to the promise of feeling any positive emotions for a few minutes.
the main reason I didn’t try it is because I fear all the consequences and also I fear that I won’t feel anything good from it. tried other drugs like weed and shrooms and they are all disappointingly meh, I think my brain might be immune to some drugs. tried a dose higher than a hero dose and all it did is keep me awake with no other effects. it was annoying.
Well I don’t know how to fix long term depression, but meth definitely isn’t it! And your brain is not immune to drugs, it just may take sometime for it to realize how much it likes it. You are absolutely as suseptiable as any other homosapien to drugs.
The best advice I can give is diet and exercise. Probably won’t fix all your problems but it’ll give you the best grounding.
Took like twice a hero dose and it did ziltch, after a year of stopping antidepressants (weren’t working anyways) because the are known to stop shrooms from working. I also need like really high doses of weed to feel a dose, smoking doesn’t help me as my liver cleans it faster than I can smoke.
I’m only alive because I have a superhuman liver, I tried leaving this world a few times by OD (blood pressure meds+alcohol, OD on antidepressants…) no effect whatsoever, had to wake up next day and attend meetings like noting happened.
nothing is more surreal than attending a zoom meeting right after trying to leave the planet.